Nth birthday jitters

 
I've lost all the birthday excitement after last night, after I've computed the bills/expenses I have to face while my parents are away --meralco, pldt, cable, helper's salary, and food (for me and the helper. she eats twice as much!) take note I still have the usual credit card bills and daily personal expenses! I'M SOOO BROKE! :(

if only I knew earlier that it would be this costly, I could've chosen cheaper options and perhaps delayed my malaysia trip... I can't believe I have almost nothing for my birthday! *sigh*

apparently...... I have no choice but to treat it as it is --nothing but an age-o-meter. I'd probably just buy ruffles and watch tv the whole day. hope it's a good alternative... :(